xodyyyyyyyy 01/11/17
pauli
i miss u
it was all my fault
i never shouldn't have let you go
i don't know if you're still thinking of me
i do
and i'll always will
love you
forever

-xodyyyyyyyy
eric brief glimpses of a human between the billowing of a festering capital's veil
jb slipped on a wish
slammed into your fist
head above water
hands between yr knees
I’m fine don’t lie
we talk don’t talk
years away + seasons apart
new build
locked out
you’re gone
jb the sun burns behind a cotton ball wall
it slides further down the sky
behind full trees and prismatic apartment buildings
I came here because I always do
trying to stick with my routine but take away the elements that
have made me really sad
put a fresh scar on my face and have me hiding further inside
this song is called summer blues
it found it’s way to my ears on its own
this place is the same every day
I came to be different today
jb hang in there they said, 4 days later
jb deteriorating in real time
jb took a nap because the clouds came back
not physically but across my mind
I really fucked up this time
ate two poptarts and felt sick
walked out to get a drink
everyone plus one is out
at picnic tables
under an awning
in the sun
fixing cars with the hydrant on
listened to the same space needle song 4 times
makes me think of myself
myself at 15 myself at 22
here I am now still being less than that
everyone walks on by
facetiming behind shades
passing through and away
grocery bags beach chairs holding hands
lead by exhausted dogs
6 packs and cases
these two drinks are for me and no I don’t need a tray
the sun punishes me
the drinks taste like gas but slide down like purified water from a crystalline planet
what did you do this summer
how about this for a life
I’m here every day
one way or another
looking around for someone who won’t show up
so I light another one and wait
until I feel sick all over again
jb just a sentimental slug
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